Highskies

Title: Monochorome
Pairing: KuroFai
Rating: NC-17
Warning: Rape, violence, blood. Angst, angst, angst. And when I wrote this, I really thought the full moon rose only once a month in Shura to indicate the time for battle. Alas. Did I mention angst?
Summary: Fai is losing himself in Shura and he doesn't know why he's letting these things happen to him.

Author's Note: This was originally written for the Clampkink anon meme (over there it was titled "Black"), answering the prompt of Fai being raped in Shura. Rape is a touchy topic and doing it justice is hard. I wrote and rewrote it too many times to count (and in the end just threw everything together and crossed the 80% of it out I deemed unnecessary), but even weeks later, I feel that this version doesn't express everything I wanted to say. I wrote this for violent!Fai towards the end, mainly.